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Most people will tell you that men and women cannot be friends once they have been in a relationship together, but I have found that this is simply not the case. Somehow I have managed to remain friends with my exs (from serious relationships) except for you. : I am NOT wanting to be with you again! We had our chance and it didn't work out and now we are both happily married. I wouldn't dream of taking you away from your 2 girls and I have no interest in leaving my husband, so I just wanted to clear that up at the start. I am just trying to find answers to a few questions I have always had since our split and I want to see if we can rekindle the friendship that meant so much to me all those years ago. Our relationship was beautiful and, speaking from a teenage girl's point of view, seemed like it was made for the ! From the moment we first met at Olympic, to the way that you asked me out 4 years later (save or shoot), through the drama of the break-ups and the beauty of the make ups... All the way to the last night, when you told me you were leaving me and my heart was obliterated. LOL I had ideas of writing it all down and selling it to Lifetime! We were BEST friends before we dated and we went through a lot of crap during our time together but we always promised that no matter what we would always love each other and would be there for the big stuff, together. When I got married last summer, that memory caught up with me again and I wanted to you and see if you would be the one to give me away. It was the perfect symbolism, in my mind, because you had held my heart for so long and now it wasn't yours anymore, so I wanted you to give me to my husband. It me that I couldn't contact you to see if that was a possibility but I'm sure I already know what your answer would have been anyway so perhaps it's for the best. The last time that we were in the same room together (Thursday 7/11), I was with my husband and you were with your sister-in- , and we didn't speak a word to each other. I'm willing to take part of the responsibility for that because I just didn't know what to say. Our last "conversation" (about 6-7 years ago) was full of anger and didn't answer any of my questions. To be quite honest, it only confused me more. I guess that's possibly why you made such an effort to avoid eye contact they whole time. I've never been able to get a reason for your leaving me, have I been able to figure our why you have been so angry toward me since then. I have my own ideas and explanations for all of it and those are probably as close as I'm going to get because I'm sure you aren't ever going to read this and, even if you do, you probably won't respond to it, but it's the only way I know how now. I'm tired of going through your sister to try and speak with you and I feel like a jackass for emailing your mother with a letter intended for you but I just don't want to live the rest of my life worrying about running into you and feeling that anger and resentment all over again. I just want to pack it all up and put it behind us and get back to being the friends we were once. If you do read this please, please, please respond. Just put your name in the subject of the so that I can weed through the spam. If you don't want to respond I understand. I don't know what you're going through but I feel the need to remind you that "It can't all the time." I hope one day we can reconnect and figure all of this out. Until then, never say goodbye. I included tons of hints that apply only to us so that you will know exactly who this is and for whom this post is meant. If you don't recognize these hints please don't get your hopes up and me to see if it's you because it's not. <3, Pixi |